Lately, it’s been harder and harder for me to focus at work. Every break I get is dedicated to somehow updating the blog or posting something new. The more our follower count grows, the more time Abie and I have to be on.
It reminds me of first getting signed while I was still in high school. I couldn’t focus on geometric equations or memorizing dates for history. Instead, my mind kept drifting to the mental images of me at photo shoots and which agency I wanted to sign with.
There are so many times that I look at the paperwork in front of me and I just want to say “fuck it, I should just focus all of my energy into the blog”. Financially, I can do this but what if it blows up in my face?
But what if it doesn’t?
Abie and I could be making more and doing 2x as much work. Not to mention the offers that are rolling in this early. We’ve heard from a couple different boutiques, bloggers, and other collaborators. It’s becoming quite hard to juggle both working and the blog.
WHAT TO DO?
WHY DIS ADULT LIFE SO HARD?
As much as I hate being told what to do, I want someone to grab me by the shoulders and guide me. I need a mentor or something.